Today I was pretty busy. I had a dr.'s appt. first thing this morning and then a trip to the Children's Museum with other kids/parents from our church. It was fun, but exhausting. At my dr. 's appt. I got an u/s and was told that Lily Grace already weighs 3.11 lbs.!!!!!!!!!!! Oh MY, I know that the ultrasound tech can be off a pound or two and I sure hope that's true! My other two were 6 & 7 lbs. I can't really explain why I am so disturbed at the thought of a "big" baby, but I am. I know, I know, you are all thinking as long as she's healthy and of course that is my #1 concern, but I would rather her be close to the other's weight than 8lbs. or more. Just me being CrAzY, I guess.
So I had a post on here before this post, and I deleted it. I just needed to vent and felt a lot better after posting it, but then later on, I decided that I didn't need to give anyone the satisfaction of thinking they upset me by their "simple minded" comments. ;) Life is full of people who will try and bring you down, especially when they are unhappy in their relationships or situations in life. Just gotta add them to my prayer list and pray for them faithfully, every day.
Do any of you absolutely love your life? I do! I really and truly feel blessed every day for the life God has given me. There was a time when I did not feel this way. I am so thankful to Him for all of the people He has placed in my life. I have the best friends anyone could ask for. I know without a shadow of a doubt that they are there for me if I need them. I have lost a few people I thought were friends over the past year, but have only come to realize they were just seasonal friends or really not friends at all. I have never been happier in my life now that I am married and have a family. I am sooooo thankful for my family. At the end of the day, when I sit in bed and read, I also reflect back on the day and I am so at peace and HAPPY. It just doesn't seem real sometimes. Anyone else feel that way? You probably do if you have Jesus in heart!! ;)
One last thing, so I have decided that I am going to start back to school in January to work on finishing my degree. I have a few classes I am going to take online before I start back at night or during the day. I am soooooo excited about it! Babies, babies, babies, have been my life for the past few years and will be for a few more, but I need to do some things for me to and it's taken me several years to figure this out and not feel guilty about it. Plus, I have a very supportive husband and he encourages me in every decision that I make. He especially wants to see me finish my degree, not just for me, but for our family. I LOVE that man!!